its cold... like really cold.
I'm tired... like really tired.
I feel sick... like really sick.
been spending half the day in bed, a small portion shopping (NEVER EVER EVER AGAIN, I almost had a panic attack from the shear amount of people and also the stressed out, ugly spirited, just filling the air and unfortunatly a chunk of my soul also) It doesn't feel like christmas yet. I really don't care about what I get and haven't really asked for anything either, I just want it to feel like christmas and not like an obligation to be ugly like everyone seems to be acting like...well at least at stores.
white bead today, for wishes of snow and wishes for an actual christmas.