Bead 284 & Bead 285

I hope y'all had a beautiful mothers day. mine was alright~~
I made my mom a chocolate souffle for brunch, my sister and big bro visited. and mama and I started to work on the garden.
LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU A TON MAMA!
EVEN THOUGH YOU FRUSTRATE ME SOMETIMES , I BET YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME TOO...
a heart flower for yesterday's bead

today I felt ultra crummy.
It was super dark and rainy all day long.
the bunnies weren't in the mood to play.
storming off and on all the time, and I believe one of my incisions is becoming infected. no one is validating my point, and just listing to what I know for a fact am feeling.
different-reds bead today.
I'm trying so hard not to be angry or upset but it isn't working too well....
I know me. How can they know when they aren't feeling my pain??

I don't know....
hopefully tomorrow will be better
-m

Bead 283- 120 decisions

mama and dad went to yard sales the other day they bought tons of cool stuff and got me a little charlie brown statue thingy on the bottom the slogan of my life is written "I made 120 decisions today...all of them wrong."

so 120 bead that day

-m

Bead 282

since I got the surgery I have lived in nothing but ovesized shirts and workout stretch shorts. my insisions still bother me and  I feel like a balloon combined with one of those poor little tortises on nat-geo that are flipped up side down and can't flip themselves right side up. It is cool for now but this could end badly like for the real tortoises... Hope the birds don't get me? The air or whatever junk they put in my belly is still there and shifts around often making me look lumpy. So as of right now I'm a lumpy tortoise. booo....
stretchy shorts bead today

-m

Bead 281

Hopped up on "happy pills" that day

-m

Bead 280 poor belly-button

I've got a ruined belly button now......boo
I love my belly-button before this but now the magicness
so this bead is homage to my previous awesome belly-button

missed you guys more catch up post coming soon
-m

little suckish break

I'm still recovering from surgery that I just had yesterday, I have  made beads for both days but probably won't post them here till I feel better and can sit up for more then a few minutes.
rest assured that beads will be done during these days.
I feel gross.....
3, one inch incisions , two on either side of my tummy and one ruining my epicly awesome bellybutton.....I haven't slept well and this is the first time I've been on my laptop in like 3 days......gross and drugged.....drrrruggggeedddddddd.....
hopefully tomorrow will be better.
-m

Bead 279 Ignorance is never bliss...

Disappointed right now...
"Amendment one" was passed today in my state, approving the constitutional amendment defining marriage as union between man and a woman......It effected so much more then just Gay marriage. Luckily, this bigotry has caught the eyes of national news stations and has now been brought to the attention of the world.
Disappointed...... today I got sick and wasn't able to get out and vote. I had a chance to vote earlier and should have taken it.
Disappointed in myself, and Disappointed in this state.
What is really "wrong" with people is their inability to love and accept their fellow man for who they are. I love God and I love and believe there is good in others. But we cannot change the past, I pray that tomorrow will be better for everyone.
I hope that this will not continue. That people will practice what they preach and we will be able to accept one another regardless of whom they chose to love.
On another note  tomorrow by lunchtime I will be cyst-less. I'm a bit nervous, I've felt gross all day long and haven't had the feeling to do anything today.
today's bead says love will win.....
because ultimately it will.

hope your tomorrow is lovely
-m